Realize, Real Eyes, Real lies.

Three years together. Two years. It took him this long to finally get through his thick skull what he is doing to me. It sucked that how it went down this morning. Finding out what would make a girl devastated to find out what their boyfriend had did to them. But who knows. There is always that possibility that it could be a misunderstanding. Of course deep down I knew it wasn't true. I was caught up in the hype of the situation. Over-reacting. I did what any girlfriend would do if they found out that they went out behind your back to the club. I must say his face was priceless. I don't blame my friends laughing. FINALLY, CAUGHT! He never knew that I would do that to him. I always wanted to get out of the car and catch him. And I finally did it. His friends was scared. I couldn't believe that I stood up to him in front of everyone, just embarrassing him. I was taking it all in.

We walked away from the crowd. We haven't had this kind of talk in a while. I was mad when my friends told me what happened and what he "did". I was mad that he went out, especially to the place that his friend brought him. I made it clear to him that I wasn't mad at his friend. He was just being a good friend. Just like how my friends were being to me. We talked about what happened that night and it was making it clear to me that we can't get mad because it was like over a month ago and him telling what happened that far back, he forgets a lot of stuff. This was the first time that he didn't blow up at me. I could tell that he was crying inside.

I'm glad that he just finally opened his eyes and realize that I have been down for him ever since and that he has to change his ways and think before acting. I hope that this doesn't ever happen again. I didn't want to embarrass him , but I felt like I had to to make him realize what he is doing to me. Of course I understood why he went there because of the crap I just had told him and he just wanted to get out of the house and forget about it. Because he was really mad when I told him. He just wanted to get away. And of course you would have felt like that, just run away because you are so mad and what not. I couldn't blame him. I suggested him that he should say sorry to our friends because of the crap that he put me through and all that. I felt that he was genuine about everything because what I did to him.

Just like what my friend said to me, "At the end of the day you still love him and you still want to be with him."
I hope he sticks to his words. *crossing fingers