Keep on Truckin

Finally I can say that I'm trusting him little by little. Our lifestyle is changing and I like it. I see that he doesn't want me to go back to my old habits. Sometimes I have that doubt, but in the end, it clicks to me. The yesterday at Sumo Ramen at Kam Shopping, he was trying to make me eat the rest of his Katsu Curry. Since this semester, I REEAAALLLY gained a lot and I'm trying to cut down. He said, "You know I don't care what you look like." And that right there hit me that he's been always down for me. But still yet! I aint gonna lose my fig! It's hard enough to watch what I eat.

Lately, I have been having these really bad dreams of him with this slat, JOE ANGELICA ULEP. FUCK!! Three days in a row I had nightmares that he's still going with her when I'm at home or work. This is like traumatizing me FOREALS! When I wake up, I'm already crying and my heart is pounding. I want to tell him but all he is going to say is, "So stupid." Like it's not my fault that I have those kinds of dreams. Ugh! She's down here from the PI and I'm so fready to kick the fuck outta her. She keep on runnin her mouth, and I DON'T LET NO ONE GET AWAY WITH WHAT THEY DID TO ME. I GO AFTER THEM BECAUSE I WOULDN'T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I WENT THROUGH.

But hey, he's really doing good and so am I. We are coping with things better than before (: